Are You Satisfied?

After you left me alone....

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Satisfaction for

fractions.
Satisfaction for
addiction.
Satisfaction for
opening.
Satisfaction for
closing.
Satisfied to be good
to each other.
Were you satisfied
with that.
Forever you promised
Nothing I spoke
When you spoke that
forever out.
As I knew
There's no
forever.
But still I hoped.
Spoke nothing
to not to hurt.
Do you remember
when it was golden.
Now it's just
Brunette.
Every corner of this
place is haunted.
I don't wanna talk
to you.
Maybe I'll make
us worse.
I am so
messed up.
But every corner
I see, leads
back to you.
Communication gap
or what
came in between.
I waited
waited to be satisfied.
Missed you
and waited for you to
say that forever again.
But you were
already gone.
Do you feel the same
Or is it just me.
I learned to
not care about
'Why you changed?'
'cause even if you did
I went through
a bigger change.
Promises broken.
Hearts detached.
Tell me if
you're satisfied.
Tell me if it was
all betrayal.
Or were you
just done.
Tell me if you
don't miss me
Tell me if you're
just satisfied enough
leaving me here alone.

I don't care if
you've changed.
As now I'm satisfied.
So please, just change.

~Arushi Sahu