Growing up is chaotic!

How's life going?

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Hey everyone!

After one and a half months almost, I've got back here! Finally! Missed Blogger so much. Wrote a lot last month. Will dump it here slowly. For now, here are four out of many!

Who am I?

To ask why, when, who and where

They all come after what

But such questions come to me

Only when my existence is sought.

~who am I

Jealousy!!

I have been jealous

Of people around me

Who is talking with those

To talk to I've been keen

I have hated growing up

Now I hate the feelings

Which tears me apart from those

Who I've loved more than my being.

Happy mother's day!

If I ever become a mom

I swear, I won't be like you

Because you give yourself to all

When it's not even asked to

How could you be so great?

How could you be so lovely?

I just wanna be you

But the issue is

I don't want to copy this masterpiece!!

Growing up is chaotic!

The older I get

More that I think

I understand something

That I might not want

Its life isn't the trouble

The trouble is me

The problem isn't my body

It's just my mind

My heart doesn't want it

But what can I do

What can I do with my mind!

Guts & Noise.

Had a meet with guts

to start a battle with my voice

About my throat

my empty noise.

I'm So Tired

Tired of insecurities

Tired of choices

Jaded by people

Jaded by races

Did it go too far?

Or did I go too far?

Just to find me

at someone else’s part?

I’m weary of voices

I am weary of noises

One thing my heart

and mind agree on

Is to be lost in an oasis.

Empty Streets

Empty streets possess

diamond paths. Which I beg for

after every night.

~Arushi Sahu