Living under The Ocean

I am cruel to myself

I don't go to doctors asap

Sometimes I get stuck on one song

Trying to figure out what's right and what's wrong

If I could drain out all energy

Drive through some positivity

I could be the one that I thought of

then being that, what I am now.

If I could be under the ocean

where lights don't reach out to me

Maybe there won't be insecurity

As deep as no one can see

If I lived under the ocean

Where people don't point out at me

Maybe my smile would be larger

If I could live under a deep ocean

Fused Musings